sucky life.

in school right now.
thought my slot was supposed to be at 9am.
but its actually 2pm.
freak. i getting mentally blur too.

and recently lost the mood to blog.
life is getting sucky and i'm losing confidence in myself.

maybe its the month of my zodiac.
and i'm really getting tired with a lot of stuff.

he is busy. busy to the extent that we only meet on weekends.
and if we ever meet, he will end up worrying for his assignments/tests.
ya i know i ought to be understanding.

but i just hate his university system. tests/assignments oncoming everyweek.
dammit.

and you know.
ever been together for so long.
i really afraid that it may strain our r/s.
if this ever goes on......

and i wonder.
when my sch reopens, will both of us have lesser time for one another?

anyway yesterday was a bad day.
dont wish to blog abt it.
but still, hope that he enjoy his party yest.
and i believed.
he did.

I'm no longer as _______ as in the past to him.


p/s: there's this SUPER RESPONSIBLE auntie checking on me. cos i'm at PC cluster. and she's asking me if I am from engineering. -_-
dammit. JUST GO AWAY lah.

I'm in a really bad mood.....