my decision.

yet another sleepless night.
i wonder why humans or rather me.
like to ponder so many things at night. or maybe get emotional at night.
and made myself suffering from lack of slp.

friends have been asking updates about me.
or rather my relationship.

and I know.
Its time to say all things clear and for once.
My decision is final.

to forgive and be with him.
I know some of you guys maybe holding to the thought that I shouldnt forgive him so easily.
or rather not to be with him again.

BUT.
u guys are not me or him.
its hard for you guys to understand the feelings we have for one another.
and I believe.
most of us will commit something wrong in life.
and regret later on.
this is a fact.
cause we are all humans.

I ought to be understanding and clarify things for HIM.
he's not the heartless man that you guys deem him at.
he's still the mr nice man.
who i knew 8 years ago.
its just that at every point of our life.
we will let our thinking to go haywire and take the wrong path.
and it happened to him.

I did plenty of thinking last few weeks.
if a relationship ever goes wrong,
both parties have to be responsible for it.
the saying. it takes 2 hands to clap.
so does the failure of relationship.

we all make mistakes.
and we all need chances.
dont we?

and.
i guess i have really grown up from this incident.
and i hope.
you guys will give us ur blessings.

to friends who have been with me for the last few weeks.
consoling me. telling me not to give up.
giving me their best advice.
and cheer me up.

i just wana say..


thank you.

and my family too.

=)

and i wont let this happen again.
i promised.
cause he promised me too.