to be a better gf.

short-term separation is over.
thanks all friends who are there for me. be it a lil taggy on my blog. an offline msn msg. email or sms and giving me a call.

the days after the quarrel were miserable. And I'm glad that they are over.
We have decided to give each other a chance.

I guess I was mainly at fault. lihui shi can be unreasonable at times. esp. to someone close.
the reason is that no one is a perfect person. And I know that I have my own imperfections.

the quarrel made me realised how important he is in my life.
He will give in to me for the past quarrels. So i took things for granted.
girls. dont ever be like me. somehow regret will come along the way.
and i'm thankful that my regret didnt yield a painful loss.

the moment i thought that our r/s is coming to a full stop. i kept tearing.
and part of my recess week was spent crying in my bed.
it's not only about the feelings i held for him.
it's about the days and years that i have spent with him.
it's about the hurt that i gona lost someone who was once dearest to me.
it's about the added pain that he wont be there for me when someone bully me.
it's all about him. mr kee ruiyang.

you will be away for a month.
i'm glad we patched it up before you leave.

i promised.
to be a better gf.

=)