my 1st time.....

my 1st time tearing in public.
my 1st time being scolded by someone in public.
my 1st time being maligned by someone in public.
my 1st time that my words are being twisted by the customer.
my 1st time that i broke down in public.
my 1st time tearing due to work.
my 1st time boarding a train tearing.
.....

a bad memory will erase all e good memories that i have there.
e scar is nv gone for sure.
who can i blame?
myself. for being so naive. believing that most customers are good.

and i know.
u may see me as emotional and weak.
but i just cant control my tears.
i admit that i am emotional.
but whatever it is.
i stand firm and dont expect me to apologise.
this is me.
i will never change.

as what my friends had said.
i had learnt alot from this awful experience.
and i really thank you guys. deep from my heart.
especially to a person who trusted me.
somehow u have made me start to admire your character.
=)